Monday, June 11, 2007

we cling to things that slip us by, feelings which existed in split seconds. the precious memories which we hold so dearly, ironically which we seek again only imaginarily. we re-enact out thoughts.countless replaying and modifying.
FANTASIZING.
and as much as we want these memories to become real again there is this violent opposition from your doppelganger, your shy side.
such a quandary.
this alter ego proves competent, the latter fantasizing proves to be the obvious choice. i mean why fight yourself when there is as much to lose as there is to win. =s
and your inner demons gain victory.again.
lesson to learn : face reality, make reality.
(as if it were easy)

`-limerence

// wishing for a could be // 6:01 PM.

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