Saturday, July 07, 2007

i hate studying for the sake of studying
to conform to society's high valuation of good grades

but now its a different story
i want so much to study real hard
to do so well that i will not ever disappoint my teachers anymore
esp. ms chua. i feel darn guilty doing so badly. i swear prelims its gonna be an A

the feeling sux when ur teacher's tell you that u are not meeting up to her expectations
esp. when you know that you have not been trying at all
i swear. lesser distractions
less idling
less whatever..

and i really need a sign
to say that its ok
a sign as glaring as forthright as simple as a traffic light
i wish....

// wishing for a could be // 11:18 AM.

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