Thursday, January 03, 2008

oh mys this blog has been so dead
but really blogging seems foreign to me now
i must say i do not lament my early enlistment
i do like training
the only thing that hurts me most was when they shaved off my hair )=

i do miss the very things in life i usually take for granted
and this would be highly cliched
blah blah some lost of freedom and...

the thing that hit me the most was regret
regret at not being more self initiated
more enthusiastic
in almost every facet of life before
the subtle change
a slight nuance
in the very perception of life
would have eventually lead to a very different present

a year has come and gone
a new one has just started
i have become enlightened
and in some sense more erudite

c'est la vie

// wishing for a could be // 9:33 PM.

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